Maybe it's because I went outside the minute I woke up.

Maybe it's because I just got some stuff off my chest last night.

Maybe it's because I let go of a lot of hard feelings and also realized that some friendships and relationships were just going nowhere, and came to grips with that sad fact.

Or maybe, just maybe, it's because I think I finally, finally, truly realized that I am not a bad person, and that I will be okay, no matter what gets thrown at me.