I know running isn't the answer.

I ran for two years and just recently it all caught up with me. It's not pretty.

But right now, more than anything, I just want to leave. Just to get away from this place where people already have in their mind a preconceived notion of who I am, and how I am. They don't have a clue. Even when I just get away for a little while it's so refreshing to meet people and not have this whole thing hanging over my head. They take me for me, not what I was or what I have been or even what they think I have been.

I'm ready for August 21st. So ready.